No News is ..... "It Sucks"

I had my Cat Scan today, but will be lucky if I hear the results before Monday. Should have gotten a Dog Scan, they can never keep a secret. My anxiety level is pretty high so I find myself either on edge or a sleep. I am working real hard to stay positive and honestly so far am finding it easier than I thought for a couple of reasons. One is that there are so many of you sending so much positive energy that I can feel it coursing through me surrounding the bad guys. The other is that whenever I start feeling blue I remember to catch myself cuz it's bad enough being yellow but adding blue makes green and then Cathy would put me in a pot and forget about me.

There is another really good thing coming out of the ordeal. My children live on the other side of the country, one in LA and one in Seattle, and we talk regularly but periodically we go through a dance of who is going to be the one to call next. I don't think it is intentional, I think it stems somewhat from who happens to be feeling the most insecure at the time and in need of attention. Then again I may be full of crap. Anyway, these days I talk to them everyday at least once and I do not have to worry about who initiates the call. I love that on a lot of levels. I really wish that I could go to them in a couple of weeks and say April Fools but not gonna happen.

I am finding real comfort in putting this into words so if you find some of my musings boring or becoming ... whatever... just take a few days off but do put another dime in the music box later and come back for a visit. By the way I had a thought on the way home from the cat scan that the Doctor called and said "let's play Bingo, and the first number he called was B-9. Please do not try and think about that one too long.