End of day

I have had a very good day today. My strength and energy levels were much higher today. My appetite was not but I managed to force myself to eat some food orally. The IV food feeder bag has been cut back from 16 hours a nite to just 12 hours tonite. Bruce and Jeff came by and spent the afternoon cuz Cat and I had scheduled massages with Jeff. Cat needed a good massage and I need to stimulate blood flow back into these lazy muscles so I can be ready for chemo and radiation. Everything I read says the stronger the better. I just should not have waited until the end of the day to post cuz I am feeling very drained now. I managed to stay out of bed all day today. Being a gorgeous day outside certainly made it a lot easier. Cat has got our garden areas looking Tony the Tiger GREAAAAAT.

I really feel my mind is coming out of a fog. Cathy says I have been having some very animated conversations while sleeping. I hope that is the drugs and not the beginning of new habits. I often find myself asking her why I have to do something a certain way only to find out that was an instruction from one of my dream people not the real ones. It is very strange to sometimes not be able to discern the real from the imaginary. Oohh, that's what they call a flashback. I don't remember there being that many doctors in my life back then. Well, I am fading fast and my feeding bag is frantically waiting to fulfill my culinary fixations. Sleep well.....